Friday, May 23, 2008
I'm getting really, really, really, irritated.
Damn the world.
5:50 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
Ohmygosh, we just had IJ Fiesta today. It was so tiring! I stayed thorughout the whole day while doing shifts. I was working really hard okay! Well except a few points of time where I went down to walk around and buy some food.. But I still worked really hard okay!
Sigh, Nick came today, she came to visit. Looking all so skinny and thin, she told us that she lost 6 Kg. SIX! I want to lose six kg, it's so tempting to go on a diet now. And she has a scar on her neck. It was pretty cool and disgusting at the same time. She has to live with it for the rest of her life! Aiya, but who cares. Nick was wearing a mask because she doesn't want to get sick. We were talking to her about stuff and how 2/4 and everyone else misses her. And then it came to the point where we didn't really know what to say anymore. So we said that we'll go up and do the other girls' shifts so that they can come down to see her. So that's what happened with Nick.
Simone and I went around the school advertising our Candy House. And we saw MILLIONS of bengs. There were a few bands who thought they could make it but obviously they couldn't. The guitarists, bassists and drummers were pretty alright. Their downfall were obviously caused by the singers. I couldn't hear ANYTHING at all. So many of them spoilt nice songs. Seriously, they should just get new singers- those that really can SING and not mumble into the microphone.
Did I mention that there were a lot of bengs? Oh yes I have. Well there were. Something is definitely wrong with either me or the entire IJ school. Its either my standard is way too high, or the IJ school is blind and they can't date nicer looking guys. All of them were, BLAH. I shall not talk about them. I do not want to offend any of the IJ girls who date them.
Simone just called me. She told me something really, really funny. She was in the bus and two boys were behind her. They said, "Ya, you know the Candy House right. They girls were damn chio bu laaa!" and they were looking at simone. Snort, snigger. Snort, snigger. Yes, 2/4 girls (exclude a few people and I) are hot and very eye-catchy. So yeap, we shall take it as a compliment. Hee :D
During the Fiesta, Simone and I walked around in our skirts and our very own, Izkaemiora shirt. It's a huuuge lollipop drawn by dear Simone. And she probanly got some help from her cough, boyfriend xD Simone got scolded because he was there when her mom found them. Don't worry. They weren't doing anything, I hope. Simone told me to bring my IRON to school. Do you know how heavy my bag became?! Hmph. So we had the design iron-ed on. Pretty cool. People liked it. Shimona and Hanisah wanted us to get them one each too :D Free Promoo! And people were freaking STARING at us when we walked by. Do you know how rude it is?! And it got me and little insecure. So I was... well being insecure.
After the whole thing, there were only a few people left to clear up the mess. We had to mop and manually SCRUB the floor. Mind you, SCRUB manually. So everyone got cloth and sponges, bent down on our knees, and started scrubing. We looked like Cinderellas :D Cherie took a video, I think. It was stupid and funny at the same time. Argh, my skin dry and rough now. I suppose the detergent was too strong...
IJ Fiesta, Candy House, was an absolute success! I hope we win the chalet. It'll be good to spend a few days during the end of this year together as a class. CHALET HERE WE COME (I HOPE)
4:58 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
shit. my exams results sucks. I just, just, just passed everything. I'm so screwed. Dammit.
Argh, I don't have the mood to blog now.
3:53 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
Blah, I'm merging the two poems together. There are some nicer stanzas, and some horrible ones in both poems. What do you think of the new one?
Things came by unexpected
A visitor came knocking on our door
It silently announced that you had to leave me
It left me in shock, in pain
It left me wandering in grieve
When the news came pouring from her mouth
The Great Depression was played again
Sad melodies came out of our golden instruments
Sad notes filled the empty score sheets
Our fingers kept on moving to the happy song
But our hearts were bleeding with the loss
Music was the source of our mistake
Though I know you'll never let it
I wished that Music did not mean much
But I'll see you through it
Till Music comes back to us
The new one's... a mixture of the nicer stanzas I suppose. And it's pretty short.
I'm still debating on which one to give to nicolette. Damn
5:30 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Oh mi gosh. I'm feeling to poem-my today. I know muah poems ain't good or anything. But everything that's there, it's true.
Things came by unexpected
A visitor came knocking on our door
It silently announced that you had to leave me
It left me in shock, in pain
It left me wandering in grieve
You came and went
I never really got to say much
I never got to say what I really meant
What I really want now,
Is for you to come back and stay
You never wanted me to worry
You never wanted me to cry
But I wanted to be there for you
I wanted to be your pillar of support
I did and I still do
When the news came pouring from her mouth
The Great Depression was played again
Sad melodies came out of our golden instruments
Sad notes filled the empty score sheets
Our fingers kept on moving to the happy song
But our hearts were bleeding with the loss
Another minute, another year
We forgot how to move
We forgot how to breathe
Our minds were filled with you
Your laughter, your smiles
We may not be with you
But our hearts are
We'll see you through this
We'll be with you
Get well soon, my friend
Because we're with you :)
I'm pretty sure my whole section feels this way. And Liana, and Cherie and... well a whole lot of people who knows about it.
6:15 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
I never realized the lack of closure
That would linger past our end
All the words I should have said
Before I let this go again
I'm learning that's the way it goes
When we have one last dance
I still have so much to say
But time wouldn't give us a chance
There will always be something
We could have said, could have done
But the chance to fix our mistakes
Left with the setting of our sun
Music was the source of our mistake
Though I know you'll never let it
I wished that Music did not mean much
But I'll see you through it
Till Music comes back to us
Nicolette's present :)
From Liana and I.
8:35 PM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Oh my god. Today's one of the best days of my life. I'm so freaking excited, eeep! Okay, but there is bad news too. Nicolette can't go for Beijing! I sms-ed her and she said that she can't go anymore. Oh nooo! If she can't go for Beijing, then I wonder how bad her condition is. I'm feeling so miserable now. How long more does she need the rest? I know the one month is a must, but and then the rest? And she doesn't want to tell us- only liana and clare knows- anything. So we don't even know her condition and such. Sigh, I'm worried.
And if she's not going to Beijing, ohmygod. Who is going to cover for me throughout may and the competition! I usually rely on Nicolette to cover up for me, I play wrong notes all the time. Now she's not coming, the horror! Sir may also be having individual auditions. I'm really, really scared. I can't play merry widow without screwing the triplets. And if there is no Nicolette... I don't have a room-mate. That means i'll be staying alone or with... ms jo teo. Oh me tian, I'm so gonna freak out. Maybe I'll bunk in with some of my seniors. wait, wait, wait. isn't there a room for three person? Then the other person may have to live with me! Damn, I highly doubt that I would know that person well. I want to stay with liana! or cherie! or... someone I know and am comfortable with! Cries, best of all Nicolette! Dammit, now I wished Fantasia wasn't so important to us band-ies. If not Nicolette would have went to the doctor earlier. And she may be able to go to Beijing with us! This is so depressing...
Oh, and the exams are finally OVERRR! I went to watch What Happens in Vegas or When It happens in Vegas or... well there was a Vegas in there. And the lead actor was damn hot. Ugh, at first I thought we had the whole theatre to ourselves, and we were putting our legs up, and screaming and jumping around. But then some kids came in. And they threw something at us because we had our legs up. Wtf mate, then we got angry. Bleh, no wonder they're neighbourhood students >:(
Haha, and Simone still has this heather-and-shari thing. Snigger, she's gonna go over the edge soon. She will start punching some people and giving them hell. I'm praying for them.
And I had a very, very, very bad dream last night. I dreamt that we were on this trial thingy and I was behind Liana. So I followed her and then when she had this turn, she suddenly disappeared. So I just went forward and climbed over this rock thingy and then I landed on this wooden plank. Suddenly this wooden plank started creaking and it dropped into the sea even before I could climb over to the other side. Actually, I don't even know if there was this other side. So I was holding onto a side while the currents was crashing onto me. I was scared like hell. And I was screaming Liana's name but she never came. And then I woke up. God, it was so scary. After waking up, it took me a while to cool down and then sleep again. I was so scared, I nearly cried.
Ack, I have to go back to school again for IJ fiesta dry-run. I know it's for two-four and Liane's my friend... but there are times where you just get so lazy you just wanna stay home and eat potato-chips. Hai, I'm already pretty late. And I have no transport to go to school. I think... I'll just stay at home. Even if I go now, I would just be saying Hi to an empty class.
Oh! And I have two new friends. Balloon-boy and Balloon-girl. yes, they like each other so don't fall in love with their cuteness. But sadly, balloon-boy has two teeth sticking out because Balloon-girl likes it that way. He looks pretty spastic. Well, since balloon-girl likes it, he got them for her! So Loving... Sigh, I wonder how they are living in Balloon World...
Umm. I feel bad. I was supposed to go to City Mall with Liana. But since I woke up this late, I don't think i can go anymore. Bleah, I feel horrible... Sorry, Liana ;)
Ohmygod, Ohmygod, Ohmygod! There are soo many ffing nice concerts this yearrr!~ There is The Click Five, Paramore, Bullet For My Valentine (maybe), SingFest and best of all, Fahrenheit!! I need to breathe. In.. and out. Okay, but look at my list! Five concerts! And there maybe more. Taking Back Sunday may come too! Ugh, but I don't get to see Tokio Hotel and the all time number hot dude, Bill Kaultiz. Simone maybe going overseas to see them. Damn her. You know, although Bill and Tom are twins, I still think Bill is hotter xD I was freaking sad when I heard that he had to go for the operation. What if he loses his voice? Then Tokio Hotel fans are all going to cry. But luckily he's fine. Squeal!
I really should go and continue watching TKA. I still have DBY to watch!
Eep! I love Bill Kaultiz;
and Kyle Patrick, and Danny Jones, Dougie, Eric Dill and Fahrenheit ;)
7:58 AM
