Friday, May 23, 2008
I'm getting really, really, really, irritated.
Damn the world.
5:50 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
Ohmygosh, we just had IJ Fiesta today. It was so tiring! I stayed thorughout the whole day while doing shifts. I was working really hard okay! Well except a few points of time where I went down to walk around and buy some food.. But I still worked really hard okay!
Sigh, Nick came today, she came to visit. Looking all so skinny and thin, she told us that she lost 6 Kg. SIX! I want to lose six kg, it's so tempting to go on a diet now. And she has a scar on her neck. It was pretty cool and disgusting at the same time. She has to live with it for the rest of her life! Aiya, but who cares. Nick was wearing a mask because she doesn't want to get sick. We were talking to her about stuff and how 2/4 and everyone else misses her. And then it came to the point where we didn't really know what to say anymore. So we said that we'll go up and do the other girls' shifts so that they can come down to see her. So that's what happened with Nick.
Simone and I went around the school advertising our Candy House. And we saw MILLIONS of bengs. There were a few bands who thought they could make it but obviously they couldn't. The guitarists, bassists and drummers were pretty alright. Their downfall were obviously caused by the singers. I couldn't hear ANYTHING at all. So many of them spoilt nice songs. Seriously, they should just get new singers- those that really can SING and not mumble into the microphone.
Did I mention that there were a lot of bengs? Oh yes I have. Well there were. Something is definitely wrong with either me or the entire IJ school. Its either my standard is way too high, or the IJ school is blind and they can't date nicer looking guys. All of them were, BLAH. I shall not talk about them. I do not want to offend any of the IJ girls who date them.
Simone just called me. She told me something really, really funny. She was in the bus and two boys were behind her. They said, "Ya, you know the Candy House right. They girls were damn chio bu laaa!" and they were looking at simone. Snort, snigger. Snort, snigger. Yes, 2/4 girls (exclude a few people and I) are hot and very eye-catchy. So yeap, we shall take it as a compliment. Hee :D
During the Fiesta, Simone and I walked around in our skirts and our very own, Izkaemiora shirt. It's a huuuge lollipop drawn by dear Simone. And she probanly got some help from her cough, boyfriend xD Simone got scolded because he was there when her mom found them. Don't worry. They weren't doing anything, I hope. Simone told me to bring my IRON to school. Do you know how heavy my bag became?! Hmph. So we had the design iron-ed on. Pretty cool. People liked it. Shimona and Hanisah wanted us to get them one each too :D Free Promoo! And people were freaking STARING at us when we walked by. Do you know how rude it is?! And it got me and little insecure. So I was... well being insecure.
After the whole thing, there were only a few people left to clear up the mess. We had to mop and manually SCRUB the floor. Mind you, SCRUB manually. So everyone got cloth and sponges, bent down on our knees, and started scrubing. We looked like Cinderellas :D Cherie took a video, I think. It was stupid and funny at the same time. Argh, my skin dry and rough now. I suppose the detergent was too strong...
IJ Fiesta, Candy House, was an absolute success! I hope we win the chalet. It'll be good to spend a few days during the end of this year together as a class. CHALET HERE WE COME (I HOPE)
4:58 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
shit. my exams results sucks. I just, just, just passed everything. I'm so screwed. Dammit.
Argh, I don't have the mood to blog now.
3:53 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
Blah, I'm merging the two poems together. There are some nicer stanzas, and some horrible ones in both poems. What do you think of the new one?
Things came by unexpected
A visitor came knocking on our door
It silently announced that you had to leave me
It left me in shock, in pain
It left me wandering in grieve
When the news came pouring from her mouth
The Great Depression was played again
Sad melodies came out of our golden instruments
Sad notes filled the empty score sheets
Our fingers kept on moving to the happy song
But our hearts were bleeding with the loss
Music was the source of our mistake
Though I know you'll never let it
I wished that Music did not mean much
But I'll see you through it
Till Music comes back to us
The new one's... a mixture of the nicer stanzas I suppose. And it's pretty short.
I'm still debating on which one to give to nicolette. Damn
5:30 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Oh mi gosh. I'm feeling to poem-my today. I know muah poems ain't good or anything. But everything that's there, it's true.
Things came by unexpected
A visitor came knocking on our door
It silently announced that you had to leave me
It left me in shock, in pain
It left me wandering in grieve
You came and went
I never really got to say much
I never got to say what I really meant
What I really want now,
Is for you to come back and stay
You never wanted me to worry
You never wanted me to cry
But I wanted to be there for you
I wanted to be your pillar of support
I did and I still do
When the news came pouring from her mouth
The Great Depression was played again
Sad melodies came out of our golden instruments
Sad notes filled the empty score sheets
Our fingers kept on moving to the happy song
But our hearts were bleeding with the loss
Another minute, another year
We forgot how to move
We forgot how to breathe
Our minds were filled with you
Your laughter, your smiles
We may not be with you
But our hearts are
We'll see you through this
We'll be with you
Get well soon, my friend
Because we're with you :)
I'm pretty sure my whole section feels this way. And Liana, and Cherie and... well a whole lot of people who knows about it.
6:15 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
I never realized the lack of closure
That would linger past our end
All the words I should have said
Before I let this go again
I'm learning that's the way it goes
When we have one last dance
I still have so much to say
But time wouldn't give us a chance
There will always be something
We could have said, could have done
But the chance to fix our mistakes
Left with the setting of our sun
Music was the source of our mistake
Though I know you'll never let it
I wished that Music did not mean much
But I'll see you through it
Till Music comes back to us
Nicolette's present :)
From Liana and I.
8:35 PM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Oh my god. Today's one of the best days of my life. I'm so freaking excited, eeep! Okay, but there is bad news too. Nicolette can't go for Beijing! I sms-ed her and she said that she can't go anymore. Oh nooo! If she can't go for Beijing, then I wonder how bad her condition is. I'm feeling so miserable now. How long more does she need the rest? I know the one month is a must, but and then the rest? And she doesn't want to tell us- only liana and clare knows- anything. So we don't even know her condition and such. Sigh, I'm worried.
And if she's not going to Beijing, ohmygod. Who is going to cover for me throughout may and the competition! I usually rely on Nicolette to cover up for me, I play wrong notes all the time. Now she's not coming, the horror! Sir may also be having individual auditions. I'm really, really scared. I can't play merry widow without screwing the triplets. And if there is no Nicolette... I don't have a room-mate. That means i'll be staying alone or with... ms jo teo. Oh me tian, I'm so gonna freak out. Maybe I'll bunk in with some of my seniors. wait, wait, wait. isn't there a room for three person? Then the other person may have to live with me! Damn, I highly doubt that I would know that person well. I want to stay with liana! or cherie! or... someone I know and am comfortable with! Cries, best of all Nicolette! Dammit, now I wished Fantasia wasn't so important to us band-ies. If not Nicolette would have went to the doctor earlier. And she may be able to go to Beijing with us! This is so depressing...
Oh, and the exams are finally OVERRR! I went to watch What Happens in Vegas or When It happens in Vegas or... well there was a Vegas in there. And the lead actor was damn hot. Ugh, at first I thought we had the whole theatre to ourselves, and we were putting our legs up, and screaming and jumping around. But then some kids came in. And they threw something at us because we had our legs up. Wtf mate, then we got angry. Bleh, no wonder they're neighbourhood students >:(
Haha, and Simone still has this heather-and-shari thing. Snigger, she's gonna go over the edge soon. She will start punching some people and giving them hell. I'm praying for them.
And I had a very, very, very bad dream last night. I dreamt that we were on this trial thingy and I was behind Liana. So I followed her and then when she had this turn, she suddenly disappeared. So I just went forward and climbed over this rock thingy and then I landed on this wooden plank. Suddenly this wooden plank started creaking and it dropped into the sea even before I could climb over to the other side. Actually, I don't even know if there was this other side. So I was holding onto a side while the currents was crashing onto me. I was scared like hell. And I was screaming Liana's name but she never came. And then I woke up. God, it was so scary. After waking up, it took me a while to cool down and then sleep again. I was so scared, I nearly cried.
Ack, I have to go back to school again for IJ fiesta dry-run. I know it's for two-four and Liane's my friend... but there are times where you just get so lazy you just wanna stay home and eat potato-chips. Hai, I'm already pretty late. And I have no transport to go to school. I think... I'll just stay at home. Even if I go now, I would just be saying Hi to an empty class.
Oh! And I have two new friends. Balloon-boy and Balloon-girl. yes, they like each other so don't fall in love with their cuteness. But sadly, balloon-boy has two teeth sticking out because Balloon-girl likes it that way. He looks pretty spastic. Well, since balloon-girl likes it, he got them for her! So Loving... Sigh, I wonder how they are living in Balloon World...
Umm. I feel bad. I was supposed to go to City Mall with Liana. But since I woke up this late, I don't think i can go anymore. Bleah, I feel horrible... Sorry, Liana ;)
Ohmygod, Ohmygod, Ohmygod! There are soo many ffing nice concerts this yearrr!~ There is The Click Five, Paramore, Bullet For My Valentine (maybe), SingFest and best of all, Fahrenheit!! I need to breathe. In.. and out. Okay, but look at my list! Five concerts! And there maybe more. Taking Back Sunday may come too! Ugh, but I don't get to see Tokio Hotel and the all time number hot dude, Bill Kaultiz. Simone maybe going overseas to see them. Damn her. You know, although Bill and Tom are twins, I still think Bill is hotter xD I was freaking sad when I heard that he had to go for the operation. What if he loses his voice? Then Tokio Hotel fans are all going to cry. But luckily he's fine. Squeal!
I really should go and continue watching TKA. I still have DBY to watch!
Eep! I love Bill Kaultiz;
and Kyle Patrick, and Danny Jones, Dougie, Eric Dill and Fahrenheit ;)
7:58 AM
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Yes, I believe I am getting more chinese-y each day I listen to Fahrenheit and be obsessed about them. Shock, simone said that Arron looks hot. YEAHH. He does, he sooo does. Calvin is.. actually quite ugly. I just like his dimples. And Jiro is totally hot. Hot body, hot body. Wu Chun is well, laughs. Adorable, but ugly at the same time.
Today Simone got locked out of her house because her grandfather had a heart attack. So her parents were panicking and rushing to the hospital. And Miss I'm-so-smart-I-didn't-bring-my-keys got locked out. In the end, she came mua house. And I helped her with maths and she would help me with lit. Well we were supposed to. In the end, we were watching youtube. Shuffling and c-walk or whatever it is. They're pretty cool actually. It is just that, they were done by SINGAPOREANS. I'm not a nationist or anything. But Singaporeans can't really do it, as in those that I watched. But the ones from Australia were brilliant! I was like whooaa. And Simone can do such things! I really wanna watch her do it, and learn it if possible. But I think I would most likely fall on my butt and whine. Simone offered to let me go to one of their (her crew) trainings. but obviously I wouldn't want to go. I would embarrass myeslf and look like a complete idiot. Parkour too, damn cool.
I shall go now.
My mom ossi-ten-ten. What the hell does it mean anyway. She said it herself.
10:48 PM
HELLO merry men its simone-brittney omg i love faranheit here. :]
im at win wing's house cos i got locked out of my house yeah.
its going to rain.
im thirsty.
ANYWAY. we had macdonalds just now and we were messing around and she decided to join three straws together and make me drink it.'
saw shannen then she was dragged away... poor shane.
hahahhaa and WE CANT WAIT FOR THE CLICK FIVE.
anyway....check out our brand ;;
www.izkaemiora.blogspot.com
BE THERE OR BE CIRCLE. haha nyway im going to go to cairens house now i guess.
:]
ANYWAY, haha girlfriend.
now wing is doing literature. GEEK. haha okaeokae i take it back,heres YIN YING.!!!!
anyway I LOVE SIMONE-BRITTNEY WOODFORD CHUA.
cos shes so hott and shes so cool and i rock the casbah,
SIMONES SO HOTT I WANT TO JUMP HER BONES AND SO IS HER DARLING _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
HAHA BYE MY LOVERS. love brittx.
9:08 PM
MY SISTER STRIPPED!
6:51 AM
Ohmygod. Today my dad brought my whole family to go and look at houses. Pretty dumb, right? And thenI found out that there were A LOT, I mean A LOT, of rich bastards living in Singapore. Dude, their houses are like whoa. They had swimming pools and some even had tennis court(S). They had thousands of cars just lying in front of their gigantic houses. One even had FOUR Porsches like it was nothing. I felt so depressed while driving pass all these houses. And there was one house that had TWO freaking pools. Not those baby pools, but Olympic sizes! Not one, but two. goodness gracious, its not like they have three thousand people staying in that house. I didn't see the need to have two olympic pools, I didn't see the point in wasting all the money. But oh my god, those houses were HUUGE ASS.
They sold houses for like, six freaking million? Now when people talk about money, it's always 'oh yeah, three million. sure, sure i have that money in my bank. Oh no no, five million. You sure you wanna invest five million? How about seven?' People these days... TOO RICH! How about donating money to poor asses like cough, me? It's for a good cause! Okay, maybe I am not a registered charity thing. But donate your money to kidney failing people or whatever organisations Singapore has. Don't they always have that kind of actors/actresses-do-some-silly-thing-that-will-put-their-lives-into-danger-just-to-get-money? Okay, my sister just said Charity Shows. Yes, charity shows. And they have like singers coming to sing just for money? If there are people with two olympic sizes pools, how about being a kind person and donate to all these poor unfortunate souls.
Wait, maybe don't. I just remembered the K-something (fine, NKF) organisation the CEO person stole all the money. Then maybe that's wasting your money. Must as well donate the money to me! ... I went one whole round and still came back to the same conclusion. Donate the money to me instead!
.. diao my mother just said 'antibiotics are like guns without eyes. they go into your body and shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot and kill all the virus. Good and bad.' Firstly, when did guns start having eyes? Although we are pretty mordern, our guns don't even have eyes. Technology is not yet that advance. Secondly, virus is generally bad. There aren't any GOOD viruses (is there such a word? Viruses? I wonder...) around. If they are good, they wouldn't be called a VIRUS. Diao... And my sister is laughing like a crazy mad woman. Sometimes, I seriously think we have a mad cow around.
6:15 AM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
I shall just record down whatever song I am listening to. I'm a little too bored.
DELETE. DELETE. DELETE NICOLETTE'S HOSPITAL VISIT. ... I'm not supposed to write about it.
Ah... Arron's solo is so nice. But what's depressing is the beautiful soprano saxophone at the start. So sad, I don't even sound close to it. cries. I shall go to my little corner and cry. Fahrenheit is coming to singapore in november. yeah! Nicolette, Phyllis and I will and have to go! let's invite kah hui along too! PLUSPLUS. Cherie is coming tooo! And I'm pretty sure we'll be the only english speaking people there... errr Oh, and Simone said she'll go. Shocking isn't it? Simone-Brittney Woodford Chua. She can't even understand chinese! Haha, the more the merrier. But it'll be so funny because only Phyllis and Kah Hui actually understand what they are singing about. Nick and I know the words but about their meanings... er, we'll need to work on that.
:( I think I'm screwed. My history exam... Miss Yeo didn't say anything about Industrial Revolution! She said that we wouldn't be tested! ommagod. And we were tested! Freaking sevenmarks. Goodness, I just wrote down crap and whatever that came out of my tiny little brain. I think I'm really going to die...
4:13 PM
